Signal of Solitude

Solitude Signal (コドクシグナル) is Hanayamata episode 1 insert song which was composed by Need Cool Quality. The album of the song also included Where the Thunder, Rain, and Tears Go which is the band's image song.

Track Listing
Both of songs are written by Aki Hata, composed and arranged by Keiichi Hirokawa (MONACA).


 * 1) Signal of Solitude (コドクシグナル)
 * 2) Where the Thunder, Rain, and Tears Go (THUNDER,RAIN,涙の行方)
 * 3) コドクシグナル (Instrumental)
 * 4) THUNDER,RAIN,涙の行方 (Instrumental)

Lyrics
Romaji= Jibun demo shiranai jibun ga Nē… naiteru Sonna ni atashi ha yowaku ha nai no ni Kimi ga shizuka ni hanashi wo kiku kara Fui ni afureru yari kirenasa de

no love no life tsubuyaite mo Wakaranai yo kimi no koto ka ha

Kirawarete shimae Obieteru dake da ne Itsumo hitori botchi da to omoi shira sarete Kirawareta atashi Uke ireru basho nado Nai to ii kikaseteru Sō shinakya tsurakute irarenai

Tsugō no ii yume nado miru hima nai hodo Itsumo mawari ha yasashiku nai shi Sore ga futsū da to omotteru dake da yo Kimi ha dōshite yasashī no ka na

no dream no life munashī kedo Wakaranai yo kimi ha wakaru no?

Ai sareru hodo no ningen janai kamo Dakara kodoku wo kizamu atashi no signal Ai sarete hito ha otona he no kaidan Noboru hazu da to shitara Atashi ni ha muri ne noborenai

Kodoku ga kokoro wo utsumeku shite yuku Kimi no hohoemi ha mabushi sugiru

Ai sareru hodo no ningen janai kamo Dakara kodoku wo kizamu atashi no signal Ai sareru hodo no ningen janai yo ne Dakara… Kirawarete shimae obieteru dake da ne Itsumo hitori botchi da to omoi shira sarete Kirawareta atashi uke ireru basho nado Nai to ii kikaseteru Sō shinakya tsurakute irarenai Kanji= 自分でも知らない自分が ねえ…泣いてる そんなにあたしは弱くはないのに 君が静かに話を聞くから 不意にあふれるやり切れなさで

no love no life　つぶやいても わからないよ　君のことかは

嫌われてしまえ 怯えてるだけだね いつもひとりぼっちだと 思い知らされて 嫌われたあたし 受けいれる場所など 無いと言い聞かせてる そうしなきゃ辛くていられない

都合のいい夢など見るヒマないほど いつも周りは優しくないし それが普通だと思ってるだけだよ 君はどうして優しいのかな

no dream no life　むなしいけど わからないよ　君はわかるの?

愛されるほどの　人間じゃないかも だからコドクを刻むあたしのシグナル 愛されてひとは　大人への階段 昇るはずだとしたら あたしには無理ね昇れない

コドクガココロヲ　ウメツクシテユク 君の微笑みはまぶしすぎる

愛されるほどの　人間じゃないかも だからコドクを刻むあたしのシグナル 愛されるほどの　人間じゃないよね だから… 嫌われてしまえ　怯えてるだけだね いつもひとりぼっちだと思い知らされて 嫌われたあたし　受け入れる場所など 無いと言い聞かせてる そうしなきゃ辛くていられない English= That "me" whom even I don't know That "me" is... crying Though I'm not supposed to be that weak, It’s because you silently listen to my stories, That the unbearableness suddenly overflows.

"No love [means] no life" – though you whisper such things, I can't understand you

I end up hating myself, But I'm just scared. Because I realize that I've always been alone For that "hated" me, No such place of acceptance exists... or so I must tell myself To be able to remain hardened

I even lack the time to envision nice, convenient dreams – Because my surroundings are never warm. The only thing I could think was that this would be my norm But why are you so kind, I wonder

"No dream [means] no life" – That might be meaningless though: I don't understand. Do you?

Maybe I'm not the kind of person worthy of being loved (*) So let me engrave the word "solitude" as my signal. If a loved person is supposed to climb the stairs of adulthood, Then I'd say that for me, it's impossible – I can't climb them

The loneliness — fills my heart until the brink. Your smile — is dazzlingly bright

Maybe I'm not the kind of person worthy of being loved So let me engrave the word "solitude" as my signal. There's no way I can be worthy of being loved... right?

That's why...

I end up hating myself, But I'm just scared. Because I realize that I've always been alone For that "hated" me, No such place of acceptance exists... or so I must tell myself To be able to remain hardened

(*) It's not clear to me if this refers to self-love or not.

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